Thursday, April 29, 2004
had been sleep deprived for the past 2 days... was supposed to go to bed right aft phys at 12... bt end up going to canadian tire with choot and py instead.. looked around... then went for lunch-cum-dinner in okonomi smt... choot's treat. hehe... then went to the dollar store... then walked back down yonge st... its amazing how fast time can pass... coz by the time we got down to elm st it was 7!
went to take a look at choot's new place... he's got a pretty nice view.. since his room is facing the west... he gets to see an extremely beautiful sunset every evening... talk abt being lucky. decide to leave abt 9...drop by at john's aft that for a hi-bye...
just as we were abt to leave... the two fellas started chasing each other... i thought they'd gone out ahead... so i walked to st. patrick... bt they weren't there... waited for 10 mins... then walked back to john's place and saw the two of them. haha... two funny news: choot raided john's aptment trying to look for me in cabinets and closets?? and im alleged to be quicker than nicholas cage - gone in 30 seconds :p
a pretty good day... even though i was dead tired... dropped into bed at 12... and had good sleep for the first time in a long long time :)
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
guess i should go do calc now... if i continue to wait without doing anything productive (not by choice) i'm so going to flop calc... the least they could have done was NOT raise my hopes... by telling me its going to come out today! ggrrh..
john said one park lane looks soo nice.... ahhhh!! is it just me? or do humans in general always end up liking things that are above their own budget? :p
procrastinating... definitely procrastinating.... im the master of it. lol
bad news...
econs = horrible... bio = worst than horrible... havent started on revision for other subjects...
good news...
8 more days to go... 3 more papers to go... tonight's rest night :) econs is over!! WOOO! :)
Saturday, April 17, 2004
went out to buy her b'day present just yesterday afternoon... after going to campus to pick up some chem lab reports. walked all over the place trying to get her present... even went down PATH... bt couldnt find the shop that sell the things i need to make her present. so had to get another instead. bought her a necklace with a dolphin. hehe.. think she's got enuff cows for one b'day...
almost everyone bunked over after the "party"... except edmund (who has tutorial the next morning) and kitiya (for obvious reasons). went to bed around 4 smt. woke up the next morning to phone calls... before 9 am!! goodness... then there's py's alarm.. and then her hp ringing! lousy sleep... was out of bed by 10...
went out to look for a place that sell pink roses for py with bertina... (special request from her sis) we walked down dundas to spadina... then down spadina to queens... down queens til we found a place that sell flowers... bt no pink roses... then remembered that edmund mentioned about some florist near his place... so called him.. then walked back up spadina to bloor... (good thing they decided to have lunch in korean town... so its on the way... coz by then we were wayyyy late! and i was soooo hungry that by the time i got the the restaurant the hunger was gone...call it the over-hunger state) manage to get her a pink rose... they had blue roses there too.. actually a wide collection of flowers... neat :)
food was ok... came back at around 5 smt... very tired.. went to bed at 6 smt and woke up at 11pm! woo! haha.. feeling guilty for not doing any reading at all! for the past 2 days... exams starts on monday... *scary*
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
something's up with me... and i dunno what it is... and its driving me up the wall... i know the most obvious and least important fact and that is that im in my almost-bt-not-officially-sick state. i did more exercise today from walking across my room to the washroom than i did walking down to the cafetaria.
and i really dont know if i've been productive or not today... probably not... i seem to have gotten up to lecture 10 on econs somehow... bt it feels as if nothing has really gone into my head... the fact that its an essay paper makes it so much worse... this is probably caused by my short attention span problem (which i found out i have today!)
went to bed at 12... fell asleep at 1 smt. woke up at 2.30 and here i am now... unable to study.. unable to sleep!!! whats wrong with me???
had a strange dream last night in which i (found the courage and?) did something i still havent been able to do in real life. i guess its really true that our dreams reflects our worries, emotions, etc.
yesterday i found out something new which in fact has absolutely no direct link to my life itself bt it does have smt to do with a friend's life... its weird sometimes when you think that when everything is looking good something just jumps out at you. natural worrier that i am cant seem to keep the problem off my mind. really sometimes: ignorance is bliss..
at times when im troubled by problems that i really cant do anything about... i'd wish i was really really really dumb. coz then i wont have to think abt the problem coz i might not even know there's a problem in the first place. how's that for logic?
how important is honesty? personally i find it VERY important. i think one of the biggest risk in life one can ever undertake is risking one's heart to a person whose honesty is doubtful. i mean a white lie here and there is okay... how many of us can actually say we have not lied before? bt when its more... i dunno... guess like edmund said "trust and dishonesty shouldnt go hand in hand"
oh well... dawn's breaking... maybe i'll get proper sleep sometime during the day...
Sunday, April 11, 2004
talked to poh gaik today.. its been some time... im sooo happy for her :) she's having the time of her life... and she so deserves it. and she's found this SUPER NICE guy! i've never talked to him before and i already like him! haha.. some people are just so lucky... you go girl :)
the lengths you'd go for friends.... most recently i've tried walking up 20 floors cutting across every one of them to look for smt... there were the generous ppl who went "pls help yourself"... not so generous ones, "pls take one", slightly more stingy "for emergency use only" and stingiest of all, not even a note!... bt still the one i like best was "pls take one, be realistic not optimistic" ... well see sometimes giving the right orders are good... bt giving the right orders with a reason is so much better! :D
... still trying to think of smt to get py... *headache* why dont people just tell you what they want? then i'll kill less braincells trying to think of a gift... have a shot at scoring unbeliable marks at my finals... AND they can be happy coz they'll get what they want... bt no... they are usually not so nice... and so i kill my braincells... lots of them... then pray real hard they like what i got them.. and lose that chance of scoring at my finals. sigh.
thats life... straight up! plain and simple....
Friday, April 09, 2004
anyway yesterday was the last day of class! i've finished my first year of uni... (aside from the finals that is) bt really... i cant believe its over now... can still remember when i first reached toronto last august.
i've been slacking lately... alot! its a bad habit i've had since... a long long time ago... every year towards the end of the semester i'd start slacking... especially in the last week! bad bad bad habit...
summary of the week: went out for dinner with "everyone" on saturday to celebrate kitiya's belated b'day... went to sushi sky... food was ok.. adjourned to bertina's rez aft that... sat around and chat alil...
wednesday night, phil brought a few of us out for indian food in atrium... the food was ok ok i guess... still prefer the indian food back home... mmmm mmmmmm!! now im thinking abt roti kosong, nasi beryani, kari, kari, kari.... hehe...
thurday: weather is absolutely beautiful! :) had my last chem quiz in tutorial today... hehe... brian "helped me out" on the first question *sneaky* :p why didnt we start sitting together since the beginning of the sem?? then i'd probably have gotten full marks on all my quizzes!lol :p
went for "minum session" at night... a very amusing idea was shared :) on our way back from timmies py and bob were hyper... they started running like crazy! at 2 am??!! where do they find the energy?
been thinking abt the attitude problem issue... havent come with any bright hypothesis yet.. bt it seems like almost any problem can be a form of attitude problem, since there are so many different types of attitude problems...
i need more time... finals start in 10 days time!!! bt as i alwayz say... one is more productive when the brain is well rested... so off to bed now...
Friday, April 02, 2004
today's quite an ok day... had the most fun math tutorial since september... ari was telling us abt how angles in triangle dont have to add up to 180 degrees... learn new stuff.. then he went on to tell us a lil abt set theory... he said alot abt the word infinity... he even introduced this thing to us.. where we're supposed to compare one set that starts from 2 and goes on to infinity with another that starts from 1 and goes to infinity. the question was do the two sets have the same amount of terms? so all six of us (most ppl didnt turn up) told him that they were different! seems quite obvious... bt he argued that according to some set-theory.. they are the same!!! geez... mathematicians can be cheats sometimes ;P
realise that attitude problem is a big issue nowadays... well maybe its been a big issue for quite sometime... just seem more obvious lately... hmm... should try and come up with a hypothesis on this one...
Thursday, April 01, 2004
aft dinner... i had a talk with tk. hadnt talked in quite sometime... think we were at it abt 2 hrs (whoa... not bad! ;p) it was fun... he reminded me of how long its been since i've last been called "ab". haha...
actually saw the pics we took last nite before i went to bed... now this is what we call efficiency... photos up and ready just hrs aft its taken ;) keep up the good work. lol