Sunday, June 03, 2007
Am suddenly flooded with this feeling of... 'sadness'?
Saw PY left this morning... and even though I know this isn't going to be our last goodbye in this city where we first got to know each other, the upcoming finality of it hit me hard. I didnt quite know what it was that has been hanging at the back of my mind the entire day leaving me with this certain feeling of 'down-ness' until now. At 11 pm, as I am sitting alone in my house typing on my comp, when the only thing I hear is my own typing above Alex Foong's voice, I finally realized what it is that has been bothering me the whole day.
After two years together as house/roommates... I know it would be difficult not to miss her. This person whom in my opinion is the one who really brought together "wunai gang". This person who introduced the word "wunai" into my vocab. This good friend who has been there to listen and often give me the support I needed, to talk about thing from nothing-ness to things that are close to our hearts, who puts up with me when I'm crabby/grumpy for no apparent reason. This wonderful girl who has grown in many ways over the years, who amazes me sometimes with the things she think about and how she goes about doing somethings.
Thank you for giving me these few great years together. I know we have had our good and bad times, but now, looking back, I can say I am really fortunate to know you and to find a friend in you. I guess now I can finally understand what you were talking about the other day, how the next three months will be more difficult as we live half the world away. But unlike you, (maybe I'm not so optimistic?) >300+ km distance still seems far to me. But I guess anyhow, being in the same time zone will make things a little easier.
Now don't you wish we both live in Sg? That way, one way or another, we would be at max 50 km away no matter where we live? :p
Saw PY left this morning... and even though I know this isn't going to be our last goodbye in this city where we first got to know each other, the upcoming finality of it hit me hard. I didnt quite know what it was that has been hanging at the back of my mind the entire day leaving me with this certain feeling of 'down-ness' until now. At 11 pm, as I am sitting alone in my house typing on my comp, when the only thing I hear is my own typing above Alex Foong's voice, I finally realized what it is that has been bothering me the whole day.
After two years together as house/roommates... I know it would be difficult not to miss her. This person whom in my opinion is the one who really brought together "wunai gang". This person who introduced the word "wunai" into my vocab. This good friend who has been there to listen and often give me the support I needed, to talk about thing from nothing-ness to things that are close to our hearts, who puts up with me when I'm crabby/grumpy for no apparent reason. This wonderful girl who has grown in many ways over the years, who amazes me sometimes with the things she think about and how she goes about doing somethings.
Thank you for giving me these few great years together. I know we have had our good and bad times, but now, looking back, I can say I am really fortunate to know you and to find a friend in you. I guess now I can finally understand what you were talking about the other day, how the next three months will be more difficult as we live half the world away. But unlike you, (maybe I'm not so optimistic?) >300+ km distance still seems far to me. But I guess anyhow, being in the same time zone will make things a little easier.
Now don't you wish we both live in Sg? That way, one way or another, we would be at max 50 km away no matter where we live? :p
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