Tuesday, July 05, 2005
i happened to check my horoscope today and it said i am supposed to be having a fantastic day.. but in so far.. it's been quite crappy. wake up in the morning.. no milk! argh.. then i went to do laundry.. after i put the clothes in the dryer i tried to do abit of physio reading.. not overly successful but i managed to finish half a lecture. went to collect my clothes and discovered they are still wet! some idiot must have opened the dryer or something. and it was almost 12 already.. and i have a class at 1. so either i rush down to collect my clothes before i go to class.. or i can leave it in the dryer til i come home after class (at 8 pm!) decided to be considerate and collect my clothes before class... breeze walked to class.. manage to get there on time... then i realize it's a greek social/cultural/literature course.. not history/politics.. i mean i dont like politics all that much.. but literature? hmm.. not exactly my cup of tea either.
and then there's the amount of reading and books i need to get. it's only a 6 weeks course.. but i have to get like 5 books or something.. sigh.. i dunno if i should take it or just drop it. the lecturer seems a little funny i guess.. but he's not like wow! great or anything.. and then there's still physio that i havent finished. ok.. maybe im thinking a little short term there.. but still, i've actually fulfilled all my distribution requirements.. i dont need to take this course for that.. the reason i'm taking it is prolly coz it's the rare one that fits my schedule for summer... coz darn physio lectures just had to be on tues and thurs 5 - 8.. clashing with just about every other course im interested in. still decided whether to drop or not to drop.. if i drop this i might be able to take another science course during the term.. but the bad thing would be.. i'd have to work with a heavier load during the term too... sigh... how come things never turn out the way we want them to?
another problem is physio.. i cant seem to really sit down and study.. keep getting distracted by stuff.. it's like there's a hundred and one things going on inside my head and im trying to add physio in.. this is soooo bad... i need to do something about it.. but i think part of the reason im not concentrating is coz im stressed out.. i keep telling myself i need to do really well on this test.. and now im just about to blow!
called kx the other night. i was hoping it'll cheer me up a little.. and get me motivated to study.. but that sure didnt happen.. it's one of the rare times when talking to her didnt help... i need to do something about my condition.. and soon.. coz if this goes on.. im so gonna flop my physio.. and that is one thing i definitely dont need right now.
a little bit of time left before tutorial.. i guess i should go grab something to eat.. and hopefully it'll last me til 8.