Just another day...

ignorance is bliss...... or is it? i had never been a strong believer of this motto. when something goes wrong, no matter how bad it is, i would want to know rather than to be kept in the dark about it.. mostly its because when we know what the problem is, it's usually easier to try and fix it... or maybe im (was?) just the kind of person who needs to know stuff... but nowadays, im not too sure anymore... i mean i still want to know what's going on and all.. but when things are not happening close enough, i tend to let it slip and get distracted by other stuff.. or maybe its because im not near enough, subconsciously i realise there isnt much i can do to help change anything, so i just keep it in the corner of my mind so that i dont feel so bad.. sigh.. we (or maybe just i) tend to think 'deeper' when faced with complications in life that there are no simple straight solutions to... why do we bother? i dont know.. coz 'the problem' is just there... and its been there so long i can hardly remember the time it hasnt... and well honestly deep down i know there really isnt anything i can do to 'solve' it.. not now.. and probably not ever.