Tuesday, November 09, 2004
finally i finished my nfs assignment... i have the imposed one page limit per question to thank...
i think my hormones are imbalanced and i might have some issues with expressing my feelings... was very frustrated, stressed and very emotional earlier today.. had really really wanted to cry.. i believe that crying is a good way of releasing all the emotions bottled up inside.. but i couldnt cry.. and that made things even worse coz i badly wanted to... (now i cant seem to remember the last time i actually cried.. hmm...)
it seems that food does help... im suprised honestly.. but it helped and that was good... phil came over in the afternoon and we did some chem revision together... and boy was i unprepared for the test... there was absolutely NOT enough time to complete the test.. i dont even know how many questions i left unanswered when i handed in the paper... it was really bad :(
was feeling extremely horrible after the test so i decided to go to dominions even though it was sooo cold today.. just wanted to take a walk and not go home straight.. it's started to 'snow' today.. flurries.. managed to find something i could use for my nfs assignment and bought a couple more stuff from dominions..
had a light dinner and was chatting with some friends.. and i felt better after a while.. realised how much i've changed... i used to get very upset when i do badly in a test.. and it usually takes very long before i feel ok again.. but nowadays.. i actually get over it comparatively fast... still debating if this is a good thing.. on one hand it could mean im growing up and learning to accept and let things go.. on the other hand it could also mean i no longer care so much about my academic results (and this i truly hope is not the case..)
its good to be able to talk to people.. actually really really wanted to talk to yang... bt she didnt come online.. neither did tk.. he's prolly busy preparing for his finals.. bt im glad im blessed with friends who are there for me :)
looking forward to the joyride i managed to 'negotiate' :p will have to wait another year maybe? lol.. wonder if i'll even remember by then.. but oh well.. at least i'll keep me happy for now.. i love joyrides.. it can be real fun just sitting in the car with another friend behind the wheel (i never drive :p) going wherever... i consider it good bonding time :) reminds me of hafiezy actually.. haha.. always end up taking unplanned joyrides (read: getting lost) everytime he drives me somewhere.. lol.. but hey no complains.. he was good company and it was fun :D
i think my hormones are imbalanced and i might have some issues with expressing my feelings... was very frustrated, stressed and very emotional earlier today.. had really really wanted to cry.. i believe that crying is a good way of releasing all the emotions bottled up inside.. but i couldnt cry.. and that made things even worse coz i badly wanted to... (now i cant seem to remember the last time i actually cried.. hmm...)
it seems that food does help... im suprised honestly.. but it helped and that was good... phil came over in the afternoon and we did some chem revision together... and boy was i unprepared for the test... there was absolutely NOT enough time to complete the test.. i dont even know how many questions i left unanswered when i handed in the paper... it was really bad :(
was feeling extremely horrible after the test so i decided to go to dominions even though it was sooo cold today.. just wanted to take a walk and not go home straight.. it's started to 'snow' today.. flurries.. managed to find something i could use for my nfs assignment and bought a couple more stuff from dominions..
had a light dinner and was chatting with some friends.. and i felt better after a while.. realised how much i've changed... i used to get very upset when i do badly in a test.. and it usually takes very long before i feel ok again.. but nowadays.. i actually get over it comparatively fast... still debating if this is a good thing.. on one hand it could mean im growing up and learning to accept and let things go.. on the other hand it could also mean i no longer care so much about my academic results (and this i truly hope is not the case..)
its good to be able to talk to people.. actually really really wanted to talk to yang... bt she didnt come online.. neither did tk.. he's prolly busy preparing for his finals.. bt im glad im blessed with friends who are there for me :)
looking forward to the joyride i managed to 'negotiate' :p will have to wait another year maybe? lol.. wonder if i'll even remember by then.. but oh well.. at least i'll keep me happy for now.. i love joyrides.. it can be real fun just sitting in the car with another friend behind the wheel (i never drive :p) going wherever... i consider it good bonding time :) reminds me of hafiezy actually.. haha.. always end up taking unplanned joyrides (read: getting lost) everytime he drives me somewhere.. lol.. but hey no complains.. he was good company and it was fun :D
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