Wednesday, June 02, 2004
finally decided it was high time i stated out a fact: everyone... and i mean EVERYONE! seems to feel a need to say something (anything) about my face... ok i do know i have a very big acne problem... honestly who else should know better than me??
do you think there's even the slightest possibility i want to look like this? but hey... i dont have a choice, so i live with it... personally, i think i dont look half bad without the acne.. and just sometimes... i think i dont look half bad when i smile even with the acne, if you're looking from the right angle :p and honestly without the constant reminder of 'oh my god... what happened to your face??' from everyone... i think i'd be alot happier... and very grateful.
even my parents arent being very helpful in this matter. sigh... i guess im just tired of everyone constantly talking about my face.. and trying to give me their miracle solution which will turn my face acne-free. i truly appreciate the thought... but i've undergone treatment and all... and for a while i actually had acne-free skin.. but then it came back... and i do NOT know why! so will you please stop asking me why... coz im no doctor and i have no intention of being one... at least not in this lifetime.
sigh.. *just needed to vent* acne or no-acne... i am who i am... my friends take me as i come... packaged with acne and all... so if its a pretty face you're looking for... well may you have better luck elsewhere... coz you ain't going to find one here. no-no...